say it, It’s not that I don’t care, sometimes it seems as...

It’s not that I don’t care, sometimes it seems as its just too much. Nothing I say to anyone is ever right anymore or I am the one that is in the wrong. I’m tired of trying to please ~~everyone or anyone~~ for that matter. I wish things were easier again, I wish I didn’t get aggravated so easily. I don’t want to be on edge all the time and thats what I seem to be for the most part. Learning to be happy without any substance if you would say makes it hard. I’m not sure what that even means. I’m probably just being selfish.